Don't be sad. I'm in a similar situation right now. Different circumstances, but the result is the same: She's not talking to me anymore, no final words, no goodbye, just radio silence. And all the time I'm asking myself the same questions: Why? Did it mean nothing to hear? Was anything she ever said true? How can she throw away our friendship like that?
I don't know the answers to these questions and I will not be able to find them. There is only one person in the universe who knows them: Her - and there is no guarantee, that she will ever tell them. Until then we have, not to wait, we have to move on, as much as it may hurt, but there is no point in being sad.
If you listen deep down in yourself and are honest with you, you will admit that there was always something not quite right. We are hopless, we knew this all the time and ignored it. We were living in the moment, enjoying the time we had, because we knew it will not last forever and be over sooner than we wish for. It was not perfect, but we hung on to the thought because in all the world there is nothing we want more than a happy and healthy relationship. To finally find love, have our own family and settle down. For that reason we treat them like queens and always get hurt as we are just peasants. But we don't give up, we try and try again in a neverending quest for love until we may find peace.
I don't know the answers to these questions and I will not be able to find them. There is only one person in the universe who knows them: Her - and there is no guarantee, that she will ever tell them. Until then we have, not to wait, we have to move on, as much as it may hurt, but there is no point in being sad.
If you listen deep down in yourself and are honest with you, you will admit that there was always something not quite right. We are hopless, we knew this all the time and ignored it. We were living in the moment, enjoying the time we had, because we knew it will not last forever and be over sooner than we wish for. It was not perfect, but we hung on to the thought because in all the world there is nothing we want more than a happy and healthy relationship. To finally find love, have our own family and settle down. For that reason we treat them like queens and always get hurt as we are just peasants. But we don't give up, we try and try again in a neverending quest for love until we may find peace.
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